I’m no longer the Lili from OnMagasine. And that’s okay.

Yesterday was my 58th birthday. It was a totally normal Tuesday: lunches, dinner, driving around like a taxi, and answering birthday messages on Facebook between two errands.

I replied to everyone one by one. If someone takes a minute to wish me a happy birthday, I’m going to take a minute to say thank you. But this morning, my body reminded me that even good things can be draining.

My legs are stiff, and they burn a little. I’m moving, but with that slightly “robot-like” walk. Today, even standing takes more energy than usual.

A Reminder of Change

Today, my body reminded me of a reality I’ve known for a while: I’m no longer the Lili from OnMagasine. The one who spent entire days chasing coupons, deals, flyers, Facebook pages, and alerts. Always ready, always “on,” always sharing before everyone else.

I’m not her anymore.

And GOOD.

That version of me took me far. She taught me discipline, resourcefulness, and grit. But she also burned me out, stretched me thin, and emptied me.

Embracing Evolution

Now, I live with a body that sometimes stops before my mind does. I’m learning that it’s not a failure. It’s just… evolution.

I no longer have the energy to hunt deals every week, and I don’t want to put that pressure on myself anymore. Not because I don’t care — I do. But because I want to save my energy for things that truly nourish me: talking about health, food, well-being, real life, and real body-listening.

A Shift in Focus

I want to connect, talk, and share. Not run. Not drain myself.

If I keep building FitFuelChronicles, it’s to create a place you visit with your morning coffee, without stress. Not a place where I kill myself to post a special on bacon for $2.97.

I don’t know exactly where this new version of me will take the site, but I know I want to be real.

Accepting My New Self

Today, being real means accepting that I’m no longer the Lili I used to be. I’m a new version. Slower, yes. But a thousand times wiser.

You wanna ride with me?

Finding Balance in Life

As I navigate this new chapter, I realize the importance of balance. Life is not just about hustle and productivity. It’s about enjoying the journey and savoring each moment.

Nourishing Connections

I want to foster connections that are meaningful. Conversations that matter. Sharing experiences that resonate. This is the essence of what I want to build.

Prioritizing Well-Being

It's essential to prioritize well-being over relentless pursuit. I want to focus on what truly enriches my life and the lives of others. This shift in mindset is liberating.

The Journey Ahead

The journey ahead may be different, but it’s filled with potential. I’m excited to explore new avenues and discover what this new version of me can achieve.

Conclusion

In embracing this change, I invite you to join me. Let’s explore together, share our stories, and support each other on this journey. Life is too precious to rush through.

Let’s savor it, one moment at a time.

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I’m looking forward to what lies ahead. Are you ready to embark on this adventure with me?