Peace arrived the day I stopped being afraid of my symptoms.
- Lili Marchand

- Nov 10
- 3 min read
When you get a diagnosis like multiple sclerosis, life shifts.
But for me, it was also the moment I decided to take the reins back — in my own way. 💛
I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis at 50. Honestly, I believe my first symptoms started in my twenties.
You can’t go back… so I decided to look forward.
In June 2017, my family doctor told me she wanted me to see a neurologist because she suspected MS.
I was with my partner that day — we share the same doctor, so we always go together for our yearly checkups.
She had me do a simple little test : feet together, arms out, eyes closed. OMG. I felt like I was on a ride! I lost my balance and she had to catch me.
Then she started typing frantically on her keyboard…I knew something was wrong.
What I didn’t know yet was that she had already noticed me walking down the hallway — with one foot dragging behind.
It was like a flashing sign saying “MS alert!”
When I got back to the car, I immediately searched online.
I found a questionnaire called “Do you have multiple sclerosis?”
My score: 9 out of 10.
But you know what? I was relieved.
Finally, there was a name for all those symptoms I’d been told were “in my head.”
For years, I went to doctors and they said everything looked fine…But I was going through a bottle of Extra Strength Tylenol every month.
I knew getting an appointment would take forever — I’m from Québec, and our system has been overloaded for at least 30 years! 😅
I’ve always been the curious type, someone who likes to understand things.
So I dove into research.
I read, I explored, and I discovered testimonials, forums, and people talking about food, inflammation, natural approaches… a whole world of others searching — just like me — to feel better.
I started with the simplest and most accessible thing.I didn’t have the budget for an infrared sauna in my living room, so I began by changing my diet.
I followed the Wahls Protocol.
At the same time, I discovered The MS Gym, a workout platform designed for people living with multiple sclerosis.
I started moving differently, learning my limits, and reconnecting with my body.And honestly, I managed to get rid of a neck pain I’d had for 30 years — one that was always blamed on swimming and computer work.
And then, revelation: within just a few weeks, my symptoms eased up.
Fewer cramps, less pain, fewer “MS hugs.”And on top of that… I was losing weight at a crazy pace!
A pound a day at one point. 😅I went from 150 pounds (68 kg) in the summer to 115 ponds (52kg) by the following spring.
Four months later, I finally met the neurologist.
He told me I needed a lumbar puncture because, according to him, I was “too old” for an MS diagnosis.
I told him about my new way of eating, and he said:
“Yeah, that’s just a trend.”
That’s when I knew.
The best person to take care of my case was me.
Since then, I’ve kept adjusting how I eat. I’m closer to a carnivore-style diet now, and I keep listening to my body.
I still don’t want medication — the side effects scare me more than my symptoms do. I don’t need to add more to the list.
The only time I agreed to a treatment that didn’t feel right was the COVID vaccine…And let’s just say my body made its opinion clear.
I had a flare of symptoms I had previously managed to eliminate through my lifestyle and nutrition.
That’s when I truly realized how much my choices directly affect my symptoms — in both directions.
I’m not saying this is the right path for everyone.
But it’s mine.
And it keeps me standing. 💛






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